Being in a magical feeling…..

I wonder till now how I wrote  poems about love without knowing the  feeling  .. !!!

I was in my dream world seeking   the answer for love.

But now you  came to my life to give me the answer,…and now I don’t know how  portrait  write this magical feeling .. !!!!

May be this mysterious feeling is  called love..!!!!!!!!!

A sweet fear of hiding this secret is holding me back from writing,

Because now whatever I write , whatever I paint, whichever song I sing  is not about love…,

It’s only about u…

Even without talking a word you stayed back yet….

Why you didn’t call me in your painful days…?

But you know one thing dear …these long years has proved me that

I can’t love anyone except u…

One red rose which you are given means me a lot than a garden of flowers…

Loving one is a special feeling of love…

But cant love anyone else even in your ignorance was a painful feeling of love…

And now I am enjoying the eternal feeling of those four  letters “LOVE” !!!

Once you   told me that you are a black paper and to stay apart…

But dear I don’t want to know your past…. And

I am sure that once you will start loving me…but promise me that

Only my poem should be there in that paper then ….

Because I love you so much….

Since you made me alone these many years, I will take a dark revenge,

Promise me that you will die only after my death…,

then only you will  know how badly I missed you ….

And more over, I can’t miss you anymore in my  life ….

My First Drawing.............

colour of love........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You always put yourself in  silence…………!!

Why I didn’t realize the rhythm of your heart,

While walking close to you before……….??

You always irritated me by arguing for simple reasons……..!!

  Once I told , ”colour of love is red”

  U asked: ”can you tolerate red blood flowing from your beloved one?? ”

                I told , ”then blue is the colour of love”

  Again you told,” why blue sky is so far if his love towards earth is so strong??”

  You made me confused again…I told ”green is the colour of love”

  You argued again ”every butterfly seeks honey in flowers not in green leaves…”

   I got angry and I shouted  ,”white is the colour of love”

  You smiled and told ,”how can you trust moon’s love , its surrounded by many stars right.!!?? “

                This time I lost patience and I shouted,

   “why you are always arguing ,I know what is love better than you….”

     But dear…. Then I didn’t understand the meaning of your smile….!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now  you showed me the colour of love……………….,

The wonder of care….,the melody in  smile……..

Dear….,!!  Without you I am nothing now

First time in life I feel myself as special…..

Now I am feeling more colours which I didn’t see before…!!!!!!!!

colour in your eyes when you look at me as if you are not seeing.. !!

colour in your smile when you read my poems and simply asking,

about whom these poems are…knowing its all are about you only……!!!

 And now I understood……………..

”there is no  colour for love!”

Love makes every colour  more beautiful…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.”

A new light................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

     A new light….which made me to smile and dream….!!!

A new friend…a new companion. Who teach me to love…
I am not loving you for the reason what you are,
But for the reason what I am in your presence….!!
How all of my day dreams came true through you…??
How you took my soul in your eyes…?
Till now, I kept myself in a wall of reserve character…
Everyone knocked it…but you break it….
Now I understood why I was hiding myself…
I was waiting for you…
Now I can see new colours,
Which I didn’t seen before….!!!!
Now I can feel new weather,
Which I didn’t feel before….!!!!
Now I know why river is flowing to reach ocean,
even struggling all the obstacles….!!!!
Now I understood the reason for sky to cry as rain,
When rainbow vanishes….!!!!
Now I understood why flowers are awaking,
When dew drop kisses….!!!!
Now I understood why moon is alone….!!
It is not loneliness ,but solitude…waiting for someone special…..!!
Arrangements for convenience is not love…
Even the solitude for true love is special…,
Which words can’t express….!!!!.
And now I understood why sky is blue, rose is red…
And tears are colourless….!!
Yes…..!! Love is reflecting in everything as colours….,
Love is the essence in everything…and now I can feel the miracle…!!!
From where all my poems are getting a new rhythm…??
Ya…all of my poems are hiding something special….
May be this miraculous feeling is called Love…!!!
Now I came to know, Life is beautiful than dreams…,
For those who know to love…….!!!!!

A new friend…a new companion. Who teach me to love…

I am not loving you for the reason what you are,

But for the reason what I am in your presence….!!

How all of my day dreams came true through you…??

How you took my soul in your eyes…?

            Till now, I kept myself in a wall of reserve character…

            Everyone knocked it…but you break it….

            Now I understood why I was hiding myself…

            I was waiting for you…

Now I can see new colours,

Which I didn’t seen before….!!!!

Now I can feel new weather,

Which I didn’t feel before….!!!!

Now I know why river is flowing to reach ocean,

even struggling all the obstacles….!!!!

Now I understood the reason for sky to cry as rain,

When rainbow vanishes….!!!!

Now I understood why flowers are awaking,

When dew drop kisses….!!!!

Now I understood why moon is alone….!!

It is not loneliness ,but solitude…waiting for someone special…..!!

Arrangements for convenience is not love…

Even the solitude for true love is special…,

Which words can’t express….!!!!.

And now I understood why sky is blue, rose is red…

And tears are colourless….!!

Yes…..!! Love is reflecting in everything as colours….,

Love is the essence in everything…and now I can feel the miracle…!!!

            From where all my poems are getting a new rhythm…??

            Ya…all of my poems are hiding something special….

            May be this miraculous feeling is called Love…!!!

        

A new friend…a new companion. Who teach me to love…

I am not loving you for the reason what you are,

But for the reason what I am in your presence….!!

How all of my day dreams came true through you…??

How you took my soul in your eyes…?

            Till now, I kept myself in a wall of reserve character…

            Everyone knocked it…but you break it….

            Now I understood why I was hiding myself…

            I was waiting for you…

Now I can see new colours,

Which I didn’t seen before….!!!!

Now I can feel new weather,

Which I didn’t feel before….!!!!

Now I know why river is flowing to reach ocean,

even struggling all the obstacles….!!!!

Now I understood the reason for sky to cry as rain,

When rainbow vanishes….!!!!

Now I understood why flowers are awaking,

When dew drop kisses….!!!!

Now I understood why moon is alone….!!

It is not loneliness ,but solitude…waiting for someone special…..!!

Arrangements for convenience is not love…

Even the solitude for true love is special…,

Which words can’t express….!!!!.

And now I understood why sky is blue, rose is red…

And tears are colourless….!!

Yes…..!! Love is reflecting in everything as colours….,

Love is the essence in everything…and now I can feel the miracle…!!!

            From where all my poems are getting a new rhythm…??

            Ya…all of my poems are hiding something special….

            May be this miraculous feeling is called Love…!!!

            Now I came to know, Life is beautiful than dreams…,

            For those who know to love…….!!!!!